BiRtHday...28 MaRcH

ollaa... Guess what? Today is my birthday... I'm so happy coz i got many wishes from my frenz and my parents...it means that they still remember me.. hehehehee... well...i dun know what kind of feeling comes towards myself right now... All sweet memories had come to my mind and try to disturb me... I remember when I form 4, My parents had celebrate my birthday... The venue? The vanue was so great.. Swiss Inn Hotel, Sg.Petani... with ice cream cake..with my late grandma..with my father,my mom and my brother...wat a such beautiful moment....All things going smoothly... As human being...i have the right to feel sad..is it? However,..i try to be strong as i am the eldest in my family... Although my parents live separately...but trust me...i love both of them...might be they do not know...but I believe...God our creator knows my heart and my feel.... Happiness won't lasting forever...when u try to grab the happiness...uhh...there will be a lot of challenges... Since today is my birthday...I really2 wish I can be strong..move forward without looking at the back... Sometimes..hypocrite will make us strong and make others happy... But pretending to be happy is not easy guys...God...give me a strength and patience until the end of my breath.... For those who had text me or email me with a sweet wishes...i really appreciate it... Thank ya...

NEW PHASE OF LIFE

OOOOOLLLAAAA....day after day..time pass away..and it's frightening me... ahakksss...
It means that...sooner or later...i will enter a new phase of life... career? marriage? Teenager to women? It's all frightening me.. seems like a horrible nightmare... No wonder old people always says "it very hard when you are getting older..a lot of responsibilities need to be carried out"... OMG..

Frankly...i'm not prepared to enter this new phase of life... I was wondering what will happen in the future? Will I get a better job with a better salary? Can i achieve my target? and....Can i fulfill my wish?

Intership duration had taught me a lot... Taught me to be patient...Working under pressure is not easy.. You have to pretend that everything is going fine.. And guys...pretending to be happy is not easy....

Another one and half month..i'm gonna to submit my final research paper..i hope everything will be okay... I already try my best... Hehehehe...lastly...before i forget...this month is meaningful for me...hehehehehe... guess waht? my birthday is just around the corner... hehehehee...
orait guys...see u soon..